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  <title>sad songs with catchy tunes</title>
  <subtitle>sad songs with catchy tunes</subtitle>
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    <name>sad songs with catchy tunes</name>
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  <updated>2007-06-19T06:26:54Z</updated>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iforgetthewords:4211</id>
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    <title>desolation</title>
    <published>2007-06-19T06:26:54Z</published>
    <updated>2007-06-19T06:26:54Z</updated>
    <category term="emptiness"/>
    <lj:music>Lush - Runaway</lj:music>
    <content type="html">winding empty streets&lt;br /&gt;happy homes all look the same&lt;br /&gt;strangers under lock and key&lt;br /&gt;there's nothing here&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and the emptiness echoes&lt;br /&gt;you're all alone here, kid&lt;br /&gt;just like anywhere else&lt;br /&gt;everything is desolation&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the nights are getting warm&lt;br /&gt;my heart is freezing cold&lt;br /&gt;i stumbled into a cell&lt;br /&gt;and the key's gone MIA&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and the emptiness echoes&lt;br /&gt;you're all alone here, kid&lt;br /&gt;just like anywhere else&lt;br /&gt;everything is desolation&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hey, dreams are dying&lt;br /&gt;all around you and i&lt;br /&gt;hey, ain't nothin left now&lt;br /&gt;not even you and i&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there is no you and i&lt;br /&gt;there is no you and i&lt;br /&gt;there is no you and i&lt;br /&gt;there is no you and i</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iforgetthewords:4001</id>
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    <title>all these useless dreams</title>
    <published>2007-05-27T06:14:35Z</published>
    <updated>2007-05-27T06:14:35Z</updated>
    <content type="html">we held hands in the park&lt;br /&gt;in the sun and breeze we're never apart&lt;br /&gt;looked in each other's eyes&lt;br /&gt;and we could never tell lies&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;nothing ever happens here&lt;br /&gt;nothing ever changes here&lt;br /&gt;nothing i say is true&lt;br /&gt;no matter what i do&lt;br /&gt;just all these useless dreams&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the rent check never bounces&lt;br /&gt;the sacks always come in ounces&lt;br /&gt;we can drive forever&lt;br /&gt;and never get lost&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;nothing ever happens here&lt;br /&gt;nothing ever changes here&lt;br /&gt;nothing i say is true&lt;br /&gt;no matter what i do&lt;br /&gt;just all these useless dreams&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you were always there for me&lt;br /&gt;you always could make me see&lt;br /&gt;that everything would be okay&lt;br /&gt;that you believe in what i say&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;nothing ever happens here&lt;br /&gt;nothing ever changes here&lt;br /&gt;nothing i say is true&lt;br /&gt;no matter what i do&lt;br /&gt;just all these useless dreams</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iforgetthewords:3677</id>
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    <title>a boy and a girl</title>
    <published>2007-04-14T03:53:34Z</published>
    <updated>2007-04-14T03:53:34Z</updated>
    <category term="heartbreak"/>
    <category term="love"/>
    <lj:music>The Lawrence Arms - Right As Rain Part 2</lj:music>
    <content type="html">she had hips like jackhammers&lt;br /&gt;he had hands of mercury&lt;br /&gt;she just wanted to get out&lt;br /&gt;he just wanted to get in&lt;br /&gt;she had everything but inside&lt;br /&gt;he had nothing but ideas&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but we all should know by now&lt;br /&gt;that love is worth less than ink and paper&lt;br /&gt;true or false, fleeting or forever&lt;br /&gt;none of it ever means a thing&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so i sing for the brokenhearted&lt;br /&gt;for the boys who've been torn apart&lt;br /&gt;so i sing for the brokenhearted&lt;br /&gt;for the girls who cry for the departed&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cos we all should know by now&lt;br /&gt;that love is worth less than ink and paper&lt;br /&gt;true or false, fleeting or forever&lt;br /&gt;none of it ever means a thing&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she tasted so fucking good&lt;br /&gt;he only wanted everything&lt;br /&gt;she wanted to leave a beautiful corpse&lt;br /&gt;he wanted to piss on her grave&lt;br /&gt;cos it all came tumbling down&lt;br /&gt;and left their lives in ruins and rubble&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so we all should know by now&lt;br /&gt;that love is worth less than ink and paper&lt;br /&gt;true or false, fleeting or forever&lt;br /&gt;none of it ever means a thing</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iforgetthewords:3555</id>
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    <title>leave it behind (krissy + me = gangsta)</title>
    <published>2007-03-01T00:26:40Z</published>
    <updated>2007-03-01T00:26:40Z</updated>
    <category term="rebirth"/>
    <category term="love songs"/>
    <lj:music>The Lawrence Arms - Necrotism: Decanting The Insalubruis (Cyborg Midnight), Pt. 7</lj:music>
    <content type="html">we saw the liquor stores&lt;br /&gt;and the rundown churches&lt;br /&gt;the rows of hotsheet motels&lt;br /&gt;along macarthur boulevard&lt;br /&gt;we didn't mind the filth&lt;br /&gt;and the despair rolled right off&lt;br /&gt;like the rain on the window&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but the rain always starts&lt;br /&gt;when you go away&lt;br /&gt;i'm so alone in here&lt;br /&gt;without you everything flips to black&lt;br /&gt;and i cannot quite see the light&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we could just drive away&lt;br /&gt;leave the grime and dope in the rearview&lt;br /&gt;you'll never shiver cold in the night again&lt;br /&gt;if you'd just let me be near you&lt;br /&gt;we could see things we've never seen before&lt;br /&gt;and forget the shitty things we left behind&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;baby we don't need any of this&lt;br /&gt;let's just go&lt;br /&gt;yeah just go&lt;br /&gt;it doesn't matter where&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but the rain always starts&lt;br /&gt;when you go away&lt;br /&gt;i'm so alone in here&lt;br /&gt;without you everything flips to black&lt;br /&gt;and i cannot quite see the light</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iforgetthewords:3166</id>
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    <title>i need a fucking job</title>
    <published>2007-02-26T05:41:17Z</published>
    <updated>2007-02-26T05:41:17Z</updated>
    <category term="sick of life"/>
    <lj:music>The Lawrence Arms - Brick Wall Views</lj:music>
    <content type="html">someone take my hand&lt;br /&gt;i need to get out of here&lt;br /&gt;this house, this show&lt;br /&gt;this town, this world&lt;br /&gt;just give me another hit&lt;br /&gt;another cheap escape&lt;br /&gt;from a world that doesn't want&lt;br /&gt;to see me keep on keepin on&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;don't it make you fucking sick&lt;br /&gt;the way no one cares if you live or die&lt;br /&gt;i'm just fucking sick of who i am&lt;br /&gt;don't you ever get bored with your own identity?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;once again i'm staring down the barrel&lt;br /&gt;why do i have to force myself to survive?&lt;br /&gt;i was born into privilege &lt;br /&gt;but my privileges have been revoked&lt;br /&gt;and i never learned how to live&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so hold me tight&lt;br /&gt;and never ever let go&lt;br /&gt;so i can think maybe&lt;br /&gt;i'm not quite dead inside&lt;br /&gt;i always thank god you're not as sick of me&lt;br /&gt;as i am sick of myself&lt;br /&gt;cos we're all alone in this shitty world&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and i never learned how to live&lt;br /&gt;and i never learned how to live&lt;br /&gt;and i never learned how to live&lt;br /&gt;and i never learned how to live</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iforgetthewords:3047</id>
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    <title>unanswered prayers</title>
    <published>2007-02-06T07:50:58Z</published>
    <updated>2007-02-06T07:50:58Z</updated>
    <category term="pessimism"/>
    <category term="growing pains"/>
    <lj:music>The Soviettes - Cuff Wars</lj:music>
    <content type="html">so we drink to the broken hearted&lt;br /&gt;pour some out on their dreams&lt;br /&gt;lying crushed in the dusty road&lt;br /&gt;the winding road to growing up&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cos no matter how much you believe&lt;br /&gt;however much you want it to be so&lt;br /&gt;it never really comes to pass for you&lt;br /&gt;however much you hope and plead&lt;br /&gt;no one hears your prayers&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it's like a watered down trenchtown&lt;br /&gt;we sing along to our empty heart beat&lt;br /&gt;just to stop thinking about it for a moment&lt;br /&gt;the tune lightens the pain just a little bit&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cos no matter how much you believe&lt;br /&gt;however much you want it to be so&lt;br /&gt;it never really comes to pass for you&lt;br /&gt;however much you hope and plead&lt;br /&gt;no one hears your prayers&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we've got it good up here&lt;br /&gt;but food and shelter don't fill us up&lt;br /&gt;the pain we know is just like anyone's&lt;br /&gt;and i dunno if we'll make it through the night</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iforgetthewords:2782</id>
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    <title>fly away</title>
    <published>2006-12-08T08:29:26Z</published>
    <updated>2006-12-08T08:29:26Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Rise Against - Dead Ringer</lj:music>
    <content type="html">i approach you slowly&lt;br /&gt;arms long to open wide&lt;br /&gt;to offer you embrace&lt;br /&gt;your slender form&lt;br /&gt;of perfect grace&lt;br /&gt;you crack a smile&lt;br /&gt;and i fall apart&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so fly away&lt;br /&gt;fly away&lt;br /&gt;so far away&lt;br /&gt;so far away&lt;br /&gt;to another's arms&lt;br /&gt;cos it's what you want&lt;br /&gt;is this what you want?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but before my fingertips&lt;br /&gt;could meet with yours&lt;br /&gt;you sprouted wings&lt;br /&gt;and took to the sky&lt;br /&gt;away from the setting sun&lt;br /&gt;into the desert heat&lt;br /&gt;the only words to make it through my lips&lt;br /&gt;are too soft to be heard&lt;br /&gt;cos they are only goodbyes&lt;br /&gt;they are only goodbyes&lt;br /&gt;they are only goodbyes&lt;br /&gt;i fall down and cry&lt;br /&gt;i fall down and cry&lt;br /&gt;i fall down and cry</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iforgetthewords:2480</id>
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    <title>the city's lost hope</title>
    <published>2006-12-04T07:21:33Z</published>
    <updated>2006-12-04T07:21:33Z</updated>
    <category term="agoraphobia"/>
    <category term="oakland"/>
    <category term="addiction"/>
    <lj:music>Jawbreaker - Basilica</lj:music>
    <content type="html">the sound of sirens&lt;br /&gt;to break the silence&lt;br /&gt;denoting violence&lt;br /&gt;this house an island&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the city's heart&lt;br /&gt;pounding out of time&lt;br /&gt;torn apart&lt;br /&gt;by drugs and crime&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we're all alone here&lt;br /&gt;we're all so lost here&lt;br /&gt;in the city of dope&lt;br /&gt;the city's lost hope&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so hold me tight&lt;br /&gt;just hold me tight&lt;br /&gt;don't snuff out the light&lt;br /&gt;just please hold me tight&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it's so cold out there&lt;br /&gt;like it's not elsewhere&lt;br /&gt;lock the door shut it tight&lt;br /&gt;caulk the cracks against the light&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we're all alone here&lt;br /&gt;we're all so lost here&lt;br /&gt;in the city of dope&lt;br /&gt;the city's lost hope&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the freeway's screaming&lt;br /&gt;america's dreaming&lt;br /&gt;north and south and east and west&lt;br /&gt;it's been so long i wish i'd left&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the tracks of the train&lt;br /&gt;match the tracks on our arms&lt;br /&gt;we're rotting away in here&lt;br /&gt;cos we have nothing left to fear&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we're all alone here&lt;br /&gt;we're all so lost here&lt;br /&gt;in the city of dope&lt;br /&gt;the city's lost hope&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;watch the rain piss down&lt;br /&gt;behind my warped window&lt;br /&gt;if i ever have to go out there&lt;br /&gt;it'll be too soon&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the rain and freeze&lt;br /&gt;might melt me in my steps&lt;br /&gt;i'd rather be locked in this room&lt;br /&gt;with no one else but you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we're all alone here&lt;br /&gt;we're all so lost here&lt;br /&gt;in the city of dope&lt;br /&gt;the city's lost hope</content>
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    <title>something i need</title>
    <published>2006-11-17T03:20:08Z</published>
    <updated>2006-11-17T03:20:08Z</updated>
    <lj:music>The Falcon - I'm So Happy I Could Just Cry Myself To Sleep Or The Routes We Wander</lj:music>
    <content type="html">i could kiss you like it meant something&lt;br /&gt;i would miss you like you were everything&lt;br /&gt;you're blissful because you dunno something&lt;br /&gt;we're wistful cos we dunno everything&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;whether it's in your hips&lt;br /&gt;or in your heart&lt;br /&gt;or in your head&lt;br /&gt;it's something i need&lt;br /&gt;more than another hole in the head&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we're waking up all alone&lt;br /&gt;getting by on money loaned&lt;br /&gt;we're wasting away at home&lt;br /&gt;my favorite parts disappearing&lt;br /&gt;we're dying the slowest death&lt;br /&gt;at least we're dying together&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;whether it's in your hips&lt;br /&gt;or in your heart&lt;br /&gt;or in your head&lt;br /&gt;it's something i need&lt;br /&gt;more than another hole in the head</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iforgetthewords:1983</id>
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    <title>spinning stories</title>
    <published>2006-11-02T04:56:13Z</published>
    <updated>2006-11-02T04:56:13Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Fall Out Boy - Sugar We're Goin Down</lj:music>
    <content type="html">spinning stories, spinning lies&lt;br /&gt;spinning around around&lt;br /&gt;on the dance floor, on the dance floor&lt;br /&gt;i'm staggering home outta my mind&lt;br /&gt;i wish i could find you&lt;br /&gt;but i'd only see two of you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;do the curtains match the drapes&lt;br /&gt;does your heart match your hips&lt;br /&gt;cos you might be the one i want&lt;br /&gt;to meet to see to hold to fuck&lt;br /&gt;to come home to every night&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yeah i'm all grown up&lt;br /&gt;and i'm sick of coming home alone&lt;br /&gt;over the scene, over the kids&lt;br /&gt;over this dirty old town i came from&lt;br /&gt;i just want you all to myself&lt;br /&gt;so i don't have to think about anyone else</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iforgetthewords:1629</id>
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    <title>friends and enemies</title>
    <published>2006-10-06T08:14:44Z</published>
    <updated>2006-10-06T08:14:44Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Jawbreaker - P.S. New York is burning</lj:music>
    <content type="html">i stand alone on an endless plain&lt;br /&gt;ghosts of love and hate are all i see&lt;br /&gt;everywhere i go, they're all i see&lt;br /&gt;it seems like they're my only friends&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;friends and enemies&lt;br /&gt;they're all the same&lt;br /&gt;they change back and forth&lt;br /&gt;and they never last for long&lt;br /&gt;either way all they do&lt;br /&gt;is waste your time&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the ghosts talk to me in flirty tones&lt;br /&gt;telling me secrets, telling me lies&lt;br /&gt;they borrow money, they lend an ear&lt;br /&gt;but they've never got the time&lt;br /&gt;if there's something else they've gotta do&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;friends and enemies&lt;br /&gt;they're all the same&lt;br /&gt;they change back and forth&lt;br /&gt;and they never last for long&lt;br /&gt;either way all they do&lt;br /&gt;is waste your time&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after all these years on this plain&lt;br /&gt;you would think you'd know the lay&lt;br /&gt;of the land beneath your feet&lt;br /&gt;but living amongst these ghosts&lt;br /&gt;of friends and enemies&lt;br /&gt;never fails to let me down&lt;br /&gt;and let me down to lie&lt;br /&gt;on the ground all alone forever</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iforgetthewords:1475</id>
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    <title>fall has fallen</title>
    <published>2006-10-02T02:15:49Z</published>
    <updated>2006-10-02T02:15:49Z</updated>
    <lj:music>The Lawrence Arms - Boatless Booze Cruise Part 1</lj:music>
    <content type="html">turn my head and the sun has set&lt;br /&gt;summer's crawling out the door&lt;br /&gt;and it looks like fall has fallen&lt;br /&gt;and the chill creeps into my bones&lt;br /&gt;the seasons pass over me slowly&lt;br /&gt;like a cadillac cruising down the block&lt;br /&gt;paying no mind to the bumps in the road&lt;br /&gt;without a care in this whole world&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this is the part where i start to miss&lt;br /&gt;a warm body to hold on to tight&lt;br /&gt;this is my cue to ramp up the whiskey&lt;br /&gt;and wonder when the sun is coming back&lt;br /&gt;to burn my skin and warm up the streets&lt;br /&gt;this is when the loneliness hits even harder&lt;br /&gt;but i can't see a friendly face through the fog&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the trees drop their leaves&lt;br /&gt;blue skies turn grey&lt;br /&gt;sadness sets in and the skies open up&lt;br /&gt;rain labors to wash the streets clean&lt;br /&gt;maybe this time around&lt;br /&gt;i'll get it right instead of fucking up&lt;br /&gt;my heart will have a home&lt;br /&gt;instead of a vacation spot&lt;br /&gt;we may even escape this city of dope&lt;br /&gt;so we'll always be high and never come down&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and just like the windows on my room&lt;br /&gt;i seal myself up airtight &lt;br /&gt;to keep my heart warm and sincere&lt;br /&gt;against the blistering cold outside&lt;br /&gt;the apathy and hostility that lies outside&lt;br /&gt;these thick painted walls&lt;br /&gt;it's me against the world and i won't win&lt;br /&gt;but i'll do as much damage as i can&lt;br /&gt;before i go down</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iforgetthewords:1132</id>
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    <title>running from myself</title>
    <published>2006-09-28T06:37:42Z</published>
    <updated>2006-09-28T06:37:42Z</updated>
    <lj:music>The Lawrence Arms - Another Boring Story</lj:music>
    <content type="html">i've been running all my life&lt;br /&gt;chasing one thing, fleeing another&lt;br /&gt;but it seems i've gotten nowhere&lt;br /&gt;cos all i see is the same old shit&lt;br /&gt;while everything i was running from&lt;br /&gt;just passed right by me&lt;br /&gt;while everything in my world&lt;br /&gt;just passed right by me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hey&lt;br /&gt;hey&lt;br /&gt;help me please&lt;br /&gt;hey&lt;br /&gt;hey&lt;br /&gt;i'm dying tonight&lt;br /&gt;whoa&lt;br /&gt;can't someone please&lt;br /&gt;(whoa oh oh)&lt;br /&gt;save me from ennui&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;pain washes over me&lt;br /&gt;from the inside out&lt;br /&gt;and nothing ever quite&lt;br /&gt;seems to shut it up&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hey&lt;br /&gt;hey&lt;br /&gt;help me please&lt;br /&gt;hey&lt;br /&gt;hey&lt;br /&gt;i'm dying tonight&lt;br /&gt;whoa&lt;br /&gt;can't someone please&lt;br /&gt;(whoa oh oh)&lt;br /&gt;save me from ennui&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i've been running miles and miles&lt;br /&gt;looking for a place to fall down&lt;br /&gt;but there's no place for me&lt;br /&gt;to be alright within my own skin&lt;br /&gt;i ran myself to exhaustion for nothing&lt;br /&gt;running from my self&lt;br /&gt;i ran until i couldn't put a foot ahead of the other&lt;br /&gt;running from myself</content>
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    <title>the northern star</title>
    <published>2006-09-28T06:36:36Z</published>
    <updated>2006-09-28T06:36:36Z</updated>
    <lj:music>The Lawrence Arms - Nebraska</lj:music>
    <content type="html">i've seen you before, only not&lt;br /&gt;i know you when i see you&lt;br /&gt;but i must avert my eyes at times&lt;br /&gt;my wornout heart can't take the strain&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;beauty is a foreign thing to me&lt;br /&gt;it just doesn't happen in my world&lt;br /&gt;just the brutal beauty of the ghetto&lt;br /&gt;the rain and fog and dirty streets&lt;br /&gt;crack rock despair and loss of hope&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;maybe someday i'll get outta here&lt;br /&gt;get to a place where i feel alright&lt;br /&gt;where i hear no shots fired&lt;br /&gt;and i don't wake up to sirens and squabbling&lt;br /&gt;but you still won't be there&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you're just like the northern star&lt;br /&gt;shining brighter than all the rest&lt;br /&gt;so i know which way i'm going&lt;br /&gt;i can never reach you for my life&lt;br /&gt;but i can always look up and see you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and maybe it will keep me going&lt;br /&gt;for another lonely day&lt;br /&gt;fool me into forgetting for a minute&lt;br /&gt;about the emptiness&lt;br /&gt;that keeps me so alone</content>
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  <entry>
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    <title>shrink wrapped heart</title>
    <published>2006-09-20T08:13:23Z</published>
    <updated>2006-09-20T08:13:23Z</updated>
    <content type="html">what do you know&lt;br /&gt;about this kind of sadness&lt;br /&gt;this space is reserved only&lt;br /&gt;for the soul that's never been kissed&lt;br /&gt;the last wallflower to be picked&lt;br /&gt;from the petals outward&lt;br /&gt;she loves me not&lt;br /&gt;she loves me not&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cos there are no losses&lt;br /&gt;when there's nothing gained&lt;br /&gt;my heart's still shrink wrapped&lt;br /&gt;cos it's never been opened&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so try and try and try again&lt;br /&gt;if you don't bet you can't win&lt;br /&gt;but this looks like a sucker's bet&lt;br /&gt;so just look to yourself for everything&lt;br /&gt;cos no one would ever think to give you&lt;br /&gt;everything you might want and need&lt;br /&gt;she loves me not&lt;br /&gt;she loves me not&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cos there are no losses&lt;br /&gt;when there's nothing gained&lt;br /&gt;my heart's still shrink wrapped&lt;br /&gt;cos it's never been opened&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i stand alone in an empty field&lt;br /&gt;they all file by one by one&lt;br /&gt;tell me stories, make excuses&lt;br /&gt;tell me lies, make apologies&lt;br /&gt;each picks off a single petal&lt;br /&gt;till there's nothing left&lt;br /&gt;she loves me not&lt;br /&gt;she loves me not</content>
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    <title>in my skin</title>
    <published>2006-09-10T05:43:05Z</published>
    <updated>2006-09-10T05:43:23Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Alkaline Trio - I Lied My Face Off</lj:music>
    <content type="html">this is under my skin&lt;br /&gt;a stifling prison&lt;br /&gt;i'm clawing it off&lt;br /&gt;in long soft shreds&lt;br /&gt;cos i cannot bear&lt;br /&gt;to be in my skin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;life's a waste&lt;br /&gt;only a fool's errand&lt;br /&gt;we're born into captivity&lt;br /&gt;bound and gagged by scars and lessons learned&lt;br /&gt;slashed across our hearts and minds&lt;br /&gt;would love set us free?&lt;br /&gt;or only add to the burden we bear&lt;br /&gt;the crushing weight of heartache&lt;br /&gt;piled atop the stones and leaden weights&lt;br /&gt;of an empty life that can't take the strain&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i would wish upon a star&lt;br /&gt;but where i live i can't see stars&lt;br /&gt;(look at how goddamn ugly the stars are)&lt;br /&gt;so what else could i wish on?&lt;br /&gt;a muzzle flash?&lt;br /&gt;a streetlight?&lt;br /&gt;a new moon, perhaps?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and i hope you know&lt;br /&gt;things other than loneliness&lt;br /&gt;i hope you can say&lt;br /&gt;i love you&lt;br /&gt;and say it because you mean it&lt;br /&gt;and i hope that feeling never ends</content>
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